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马玥的故事
2004-02-12 吴苾雯 《中国青年报》 点击: 2429
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"I was always upbeat. I loved -- I mean loved -- life. I played
college ball. I loved sports. I loved to be active. But when I went
into depression, and my family will tell you, they couldn't even
get me off the sofa. And…I didn't have any energy; I didn't care
about sex."
"…It's just, you lose all your appetite; you don't care about doing
anything. You just want to just lie there, you know."
"And I took my medicine. And I'd go to that mirror every day and I'd
look in that mirror and I could see myself coming back. I could find
myself. I could feel myself, you know, the Stuart Perry that was
there before he got sick."
"And in that mirror every day, I got better and better and better.
And finally, I came completely out of it."
"But then I look back on it now, and I think about (how) what I
went through has taught me a tremendous amount about life. And
it's taught me about family, and it's taught me about how much I
love my family and that money doesn't mean anything. And…how much
it is important to help somebody instead of me looking for
somebody to do something for me. And that's what I try to do every
day. I try to find somebody every day to help. After I came out
of my depression, I knew something that most folks didn't know. I
knew about depression. I knew what it was like to be in a different
world and what it was like to come back out. And I call it my
journey -- journey to the other side."
"What you have to do is be able to understand what's going on
with you and to say, 'Hey, I've got something like heart disease
or cancer or you know anything else. This is just like anything
else. Help me.' And you'd be back up and kicking. That's what
happened to me."
"…When I first came out of depression I (realized that I) had
missed out on so much. And you have all this energy; you're just
ready to go again. It's a wonderful feeling (being recovered
from depression)…it's great."
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