躁狂还是抑郁?

花开花落

我现在的情况到底是躁狂还是抑郁我不是很明白,看来我得去找医生看看...必要的话重新开些药吃吧...要不然发作了对家里是一个很大的打击!

花开花落

中秋的夜里,自己一个人静静地坐在电脑前面....我已经不知道什么是孤独了....想好好用心写出这个时刻的心情...但是竟然没有发现可以写什么的!没有什么的....
    http://learning.sohu.com/zt/freshenglish/sep17/songs.mp3听这歌..已经没有了味道.....但是一直在听着....不会累....现在时刻...到哪里?好象已经是深夜了....人们都睡觉了?不是的,刚刚入夜,人们在享受天伦之乐..但是我没有呢!但是有什么关系呢?没有什么关系的!真的,我已经不知道什么时候我可以再流泪..这是实话.....也不会有太大的伤心...我找不到自己了吗?我也不知道.容格说,一切文化沉淀为人格...我的个性已经灭亡...好象没了灵魂....灵魂的个性?过去的我不就差不多是这个样子吗?因为已经不需要关心不需要任何的语言...再见吧...我亲爱的朋友.......既然没有了灵魂就失去了一切..阳光...空气........
说完这些...明天还得继续度过我的日复一日的生活和工作.....今晚的夜空是什么颜色?烟花我看不到的........连个人影也没有见到....睡觉去吧...我没有伤心安然入睡.......

花开花落

Whatever happens

He gives another smile, tries to understand her side
To show that he cares
She's consumed with everything that's been goin' on
She says

Chorus
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand

Everything will be alright, he assures her
But she doesn't hear a word that he says
Preoccupied, she's afraid
Afraid that what they're doing is not right
He doesn't know what to say, so he prays
Whatever, whatever, whatever

Chorus
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand

Don't let go of my hand
Don't let go of my hand

He's working day and night, thinks he'll make her happy
Forgetting all the dreams that he had
He doesn't realize it's not the end of the world
It doesn't have to be that bad
She tries to explain, "It's you that makes me happy,"
Whatever, whatever, whatever

Chorus
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand

Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand
Whatever happens, don't you let go of my hand

Whatever happens, don't let go of my hand

花开花落

you are not alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

malnu

记得以前看过一个故事：

国王做了一个梦，梦见一句至理名言，可以排解世间一切烦恼。

他醒了，一个字也想不起来了。于是召集所有大臣，令他们五日内找到答案。不能完成任务，诛九族。

大臣们绞尽脑汁也想不出，到第五日晚，一位大臣想横竖也是死，于是斗胆进言：“一切都会过去。”

全国大赦。

成功时记得，一切都会过去，拾起自己的行囊，继续前进。失意时记得，一切都会过去，今日的烦恼明日看来一文不值。时间是神奇的药方，只要我们熬过去。抑郁的朋友（所括我自己），你能一直记住这句话吗？

半百老头

－－你好，我个人觉得有二点可以判断

        一睡眠的质量如何？这点至关重要！我指的不是时间而是质量，如果你能美美的睡3、4小时，那你离躁狂还远着呐！

        二你是否意识到你的睡眠很少而精神特别的昂奋是不正常，那么你不是躁狂。如果以为你病好了，特别的兴奋，美滋滋的不行，完了躁狂就已经向你招手了！

花开花落

现在终于感觉到抑郁喇...饭吃不香...睡眠老觉得不够...多少都会在白天瞌睡..少说很多话..内容也简单很多..常常想到自杀死...我的天吖..轻躁狂可以不吃药...抑郁的感觉要死的喇..不吃药是不行的...半百老头..我要吃药喇..呵呵///我不做你的牺牲品喇...
奇怪,病了怎么能不吃药的呢?也许过去我是处在不是很抑郁之中..但是今天就抑郁很多喇...想到无路可逃,躲藏不住的内心和躯体..到底哪里可以躲避一下?真的,没有了一个地方可以躲避的了..就算有人想帮助也帮不了...死是一个好办法......这个时候就是严重抑郁的时候...吃药吧...
    药真是个好东西..冬天到了...望很多像我这样的没有经验的病友借鉴这些经验..我们要挺过这个冬天..明年就可以看到灿烂的阳光...半年不吃药的经历要结束的...“康复”又循环那是以后的事..今天还没做的事就是看医生吃药..不想死,也不想在绝望中不生不死的生活..努力地生活吧..幸福得不到。。
今天抑郁的你也许应该在冬季的到来换药喇。。

花开花落

最记得当时这几天，心情压抑得不得了，好压抑好焦虑，但是还强忍无所谓。记得这一天去芳村脑科医院，重度的焦虑恐惧，一秒钟的时间似乎也好几个世纪了时间仿佛停顿了，看完医生之后不敢回到公司去，想坐车坐一直坐下去，但是非常害怕见到人，好像自己躲起来。永远躲起来，麻木没有朋友，没有一个朋友 也没有亲情的感觉，挣扎着，连自杀都没勇气了。

花开花落

老帖子