I feel alone!

trueman108

I am working in the most famous spanish company now, this company is located in Barcelona. Before I went abroad, I think I can accept some high pressures now, because I think I had already recoverred from the depression. But I feel very alone when I come here, Barcelona is a very old and small city, it is not as good as some chinese cities. Last weekend, I went to visit the beach, it is pretty indeed, and my mood become very well at that time. But I met a crazy woman on a bus yesterday afternoon, she shouted at me and wanted to hit me, and other peoples help me to avoid her hurting, I was very afraid of this affair, I can not sleep well yesterday night. Today, I felt very tired and very sleepy, my mood become very bad. I had already stopped to have any medicine for almost 1 month, I don磘 know if I need to take some in recent days. I feel very boring and alone, because I have no friend and no funs here.

The best thing to me is that I only need to stay here for three months, I can come back to Kunming on Jan 20th of next year. It is quite good for me, because I can not endure this bad situation anymore. I want to persuade some peoples who want to go abroad about that some foreign countries are not as good as your imagining, you will feel very disappoint about them.

Please give me some encourage, I need your caring and love indeed!

蓝橙

[quote="trueman108"]I am working in the most famous spanish company now, this company is located in Barcelona. Before I went abroad, I think I can accept some high pressures now, because I think I had already recoverred from the depression. But I feel very alone when I come here, Barcelona is a very old and small city, it is not as good as some chinese cities. Last weekend, I went to visit the beach, it is pretty indeed, and my mood become very well at that time. But I met a crazy woman on a bus yesterday afternoon, she shouted at me and wanted to hit me, and other peoples help me to avoid her hurting, I was very afraid of this affair, I can not sleep well yesterday night. Today, I felt very tired and very sleepy, my mood become very bad. I had already stopped to have any medicine for almost 1 month, I don磘 know if I need to take some in recent days. I feel very boring and alone, because I have no friend and no funs here.

The best thing to me is that I only need to stay here for three months, I can come back to Kunming on Jan 20th of next year. It is quite good for me, because I can not endure this bad situation anymore. I want to persuade some peoples who want to go abroad about that some foreign countries are not as good as your imagining, you will feel very disappoint about them.

Please give me some encourage, I need your caring and love indeed![/quotee]我想你的心情不好只是暂时的，找些朋友或者网友聊聊天、看看喜剧电影什么的也就没事了，或者和家里人多聊聊

深海微蓝*

trueman
你是不是有些草木皆兵了呢？

应该说你还没有从阴影在完全地恢复过来。

即使是正常人受到一个精分患者的攻击时心理总会不舒服的；何况你又在异地，心情自然孤独。

不要凡事都跟复发相联。你应该只是不小心受到精神障碍患者的一些暗示。不要紧的。不去想这件事。很快就会好的。

坚持住，柳暗花明又一村。
实在不行，就到阳光里发贴子。阳光的朋友和你在聊天室里相会。：－）

最后祝你好运，相信你能一如既往的出色:-)

sunshine99

Hi,

Have you spent sometime try to find Chinese friends at Barcelona.You can spend your weekends to visit other place in Spain as well or you can have a trip to other Eurepen countries if no Visa issue.Please go outside to find fun and don't stay in the house alone.

laseine

I think you can take some medecine,that don't mean that your depression relaps again, it's just to protect you from the pressure. Meanwhile, you need to go out and get fun from this city. I've been to bacelona before.Different to other european cities, there is good sunshine almost all days; it's beach is very beautiful; the architecture of Gaudi is world famous and well worth of visit; there are many animations in the Ramblus street, including street arts, small markets and cafe bars. In this street there is a big market where there are lots of fruits which are cheap and tasty. Also there are museum with world famous collections.
Enjoy your stay there and good luck to you!

长风

战战兢兢,如履薄冰~~~~
I think you'd better take some medicine these days and when you go back to Kunming,you'll fell better.
Believe Yourself and Believe Tomorrow!
慢慢你会好起来的~~~~

sunshine

Feeling lonely is not surprising. Everyone going abroad has to get adjusted to new enviroments. Since you have to stay here, just try to enjoy it: the city, the culture, the wind and the sunshine. If you try to like it, appreciate it, your feeling will be quite different.

As for medication, you have to make a good judgement yourself. It will help if you are really in very bad mood.