Five years ago, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. At that time I was 18 and on top of the world. I was fresh out of high school. Soon, the world I called home became strange, irrational and filled with drugs and sex. I felt like nothing could touch me. I was using drugs, having sex with both men and women, and drinking alcohol like each day was my last. I felt high. I felt a connection with God. I felt that my world was another dimension, separate from any reality that I knew existed. My world was far from everyone else's and I felt comfortable in it.
Regardless of all this, I had never felt as alone as I felt then. All I wanted was a simple understanding from someone. I wanted someone to feel my pain. So I suppose subconsciously, I made everyone’s lives around me miserable. My temper was short, my aggression grew hostile, and self-mutilation was becoming common. I stayed in the “I don’t care anymore” mood. I stopped taking my medication. Then started doing more drugs, and eventually lost all rational thinking.
As time went on I started learning from my mistakes. Now I’m correctly medicated and have actually been in a committed nine-month long relationship with someone. That may not seem like a long time to some people, but many of us who have the disorder understand how hard it is to stay in a relationship. I have a job that I am happy with and a future I can actually foresee. I am a painter, and have chosen to finally use my god-given gift to succeed in the present life.
I know it’s hard sometimes. I know it hurts sometimes. To feel so alone, so helpless, so angry, so bitter, and so exhausted. But it gets better, I promise you.
I thought things would never get better. I have the scars on my wrists to remind me every day where I’ve been. Today I’ve blossomed into a happier being and am rationally re-connected with the social world.
Please stick with your treatment. Your life WILL get better.[/quote0]楼上的游客就是鄙人,发表译文一篇,请多多指教!作者: lvyouyou 时间: 04-7-17 21:18
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希望吧作者: Hasiente 时间: 06-3-26 15:48 标题: 翻译的不错 呵呵满好的作者: abandon520 时间: 06-6-7 07:34
希望你好起来作者: ada79330 时间: 06-8-5 22:23
奇怪,我看到一堆问号,没有写什么东西呀?作者: hot2056 时间: 06-8-27 20:07 标题: too 我也是作者: 来自地狱 时间: 06-9-16 17:36
楼主写的是一堆
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还有一些人饶有兴趣的夸他写的好!!!